Day 3 and "on the patch"

My moods are bad enough without this added stress -- I gave up. I'm on the patch with supplemental "Tootsie Pops." I AM NOT GOING TO GO THROUGH THIS AGAIN. This is really it. I am going to quit smoking.

Finally got something on the New Bibliography from Lynn -- she is so awesome! She really wants me to go into library science. She says I have a knack for this. No one would know better than she would. Madison has a program -- as does UofI. Perhaps I can really pull this off. I need a break of at least a year, first. Then I'll try.

I also might get a second Masters in teaching or rhetoric. It makes sense to do this stuff while I am teaching full time. Waubonsee is hiring -- I think I said this before, but ... -- a full-time developmental English teacher. I would be great at this. I am certain I am qualified, but I must convince THEM that I am. I will. I can feel it. I will apply as soon as I get a few minutes to myself to put my resume back in order and get my transcripts from Aurora University and NIU. I am sure I really don't need my WCC transcript -- but, I suppose it wouldn't hurt.

Gotta go. Freaking out over my "New Bibliography" presentation. And I haven't even started my paper that is due tomorrow.